Here's some *Elissa* love!!
So try not to be overwhelmed by all this. Considering your intentions for freedom and ease, and wish to stay inside a lovely budget, I've given you a full intensive's worth of goodies. We'll work thru it all together to get you what you need. I understand the sense of disorientation after we talked! The gaps between 7 years old, the life you've created and the life you're stepping in to are large.
I'm eager to see your list of language that supports the old paradigm, "I don't know what to choose," "I'm not clear," "What if it's not the right choice," "I don't want to have to choose," "I don't want to be responsible for ...," & "I don't want to be accountable."
As every conversation is either for a perpetuation of identity or possibility, you can count on me to hold you to your new possibility with rigor, and not to indulge the paradigm you chose to give up.
As you step into creating these new futures, consider, that clarity comes thru engagement, not thinking, figuring, or therapy. So it may be uncomfortable. I hope you choose to forego making it significant and analytical (your inherited gesture) and try on making it exciting (your innate gesture). Like jumping in a raft.
Even though this video is specific to Squam Art retreats, it breaks down the nature of our Beacons in a way I think you'll appreciate.